Tuesday, February 20, 2007
ouch.my eyes hurt.
their red,again.=/
sighs.i guess i have seriously fallen for you.=X
& im praying that no one sees this.
yeesh.
i broke down again.
sorry hor.
you know who you are la:)
dont feel like typing out our name...
& to think i thought i was going to be able to take it.
looks like i was wrong.=/
i hope the days will pass soon.
i hope that friday comes quickly.
i hope that i'll be able to finish my homework in time.
& lastly,
i hope that im correct on who called me today
& started scolding me for god knows why.
you dont like me?
dont make it seem like its my fault.
cos i dont like you either.
& its not like im blaming you for anything.
anywayys.
please come back soon.=/
i'll be waiting.
a lil impatiently,
i hafta admit.
but STILL WAITING.:D
okies.
im really really tired.
i wish that people could just leave me alone.
let me be the way i wanna be.
just leave me in peace.
i hate to be judged.
i cant be the way i wanna be la.
why?
everywhere,
there'll be people watching me,looking out for me.
in a bad way,that is.
oh & to whoever called me today:
i know who you are.
esp the one who sent the sms.
you people are making it really obvious.
& i probably know who hacked my maple account.
cos somebody purposely changed her password
coincidentally right after it got hacked.
im gonna lose all control of evrything soon.
its just a matter of time.
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
9:12 PM
9:12 PM
Monday, February 19, 2007
hahaha.how blur can i get??
i thought that my speakers werent working la.
cos when i loaded my blog
no music came out.
i was lke,
shoot.speakers broke down on me.
then thinking there was still hope,
called my bro down.
cos his good with these kinda stuff la.
then you know what went wrong in the end?
i diden even switch the speakers on la!-.-
& i can still hear him laughing at me from here.
tsks.evil.
haahs.
todays post shall be short
so thats all for now le ba.
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
12:06 PM
12:06 PM
Sunday, February 18, 2007
arghs.the 21st is coming...
& doom is approaching..
*faints*.
riiights.
strike that.
pretend you people never saw that!><
so "drama".-.-
buut...
im seriously
or seee-rih-yously,in somebodys case.
dreading it.
why?
i think i'd rather not say...
but to _____________:
gonna miss you ba.
take cares:D
& come back soon...
& rmbr to tell lavina to shiit off.>:D
no wait.
thats way too mean.
but i dont mind leaving it there=XX
so i guess i shall:)
hehs.
im eviil.
& people who hate me & is seeing this will
probably "love" me for saying that.=/
& anywayys,
i'll be waiting for you(:
yeps.
even though yea...
i wont be able to talk to you all that often
after that,
since your lao bas gonna
kapok your hp away>=X
5201314184.
sighs.
life just isnt going my way la.
im sick of the world not going my way.
at least not until so bad right.
whats gonna happen next?
am i gonna say goodbye to you?
i dont know.
who knows whats gonna happen in the future anyways.
i know i dont.(:
man im getting more & more emo each day=/
pray i dont one day turn gothic or something.=XX
bwahaahs.
this post is nonsense la.
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
7:58 PM
7:58 PM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
pai seh people.was all emo yesterday...-.-
& self note:NEVER ever start any days breakfast
with ben & jerry's marsha marsha marshmellow
without drinking water before hand:)
woah.until now my voice like still a bit off la.
nah.
ive got sweet tooth anywayys.
hehs.
anyway,
ive been reading the bible.
you know when people say
when you're like really in need of help
& you suddenly decide to read the bible,
that the first random page you turn to,
its the page for you?
its totally true ok!:D
except theres one problem la...
next time,
dont read the bible right before you sleep.
cos you might end up forgetting
to mark that page you were reading.
thus leading to the fact that
you might even forget what you were reading-.-
& yea...
for your info,
yes,that was what exactly happened to me.
& i was supposed to put the verse on my blog today.
sighs.
life just isnt going my way right now.
how i hate it.
how could people think that
life's short,
when it seems to be passign so slow for me
right now sia.
tsk.
today theres the
reunion dinner.
WHAT REUNION??
like most of my relatives just live in pasir ris
which is pretty much near where im living.
how ironic is that?
goodness.
if not for the ang paos,
i wouldnt even bother to go downstairs to eat liao lo.
i might sound really nasty here,
but franly,
im not really that close to my relatives.
not that i intend to be,i think.
i dunno la.
just feeling really frustrated.
esp with someone showing me attitude for
whatever reason you're coming up with.=/
right.
thats the sad story for today.
more for later,i guess.
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
10:49 AM
10:49 AM
Friday, February 16, 2007
well now i know the truth.to hell with them la.
its not like their the bosses of wateva or anything.
if they are,I QUIT.tsk.
sick sia.
did i do anything wrong to whoever?
nope.
did i offend whoever?
NO.
& yet whoever still can find fault with me.
aiya,whoever can find fault with anybody,
i guess.
even its own people.
somebodys not happy,
thats one thing i can say.
it can be anybody.
can even be me.
goodness.
& to top it off,
somebody pissed me off today.
you can ask uncle lim if you want:D
he knows practically everything in my life right now-.-
god knows why.
i wanna get out of this house!
arghs.
wanna go sec3.
then can get outta 2g.
i guess you can say im not happy there.
& i diden ask to be there in the first place la.=/
dear lord,
im feeling lonely.
pls,if it dosent bother you,
could you grant me some true friends?
one would do fine too,trust me.:)
but most importantly,
i just need someone to take away this loneliness inside me,lord.
i dont wanna spend the rest of my sec2 years like this.
i pray that you would make it in a way
that you would make me look forward to coming to school
instead of dreading it every morning,
like now.
i pray all these in your name;
amen.
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
8:57 PM
8:57 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
argh.lost to ngee ann today.
no wait.
more like we got trashed=/.
luckily the mood after the game wasnt
as bad as the one that time with shuqun.
but on the bright side,
we're in the top four.
& that means we're in the nationals:D
& so that means the main six is gonna hafta fight back:)
whoo~
jia yous everyone!><
gogogo~
& today.
idiotic fattie lai caught me for my ear twice lar.
tsk.damn pissed with him la.
& then plus theres thet rumour of me liking BEN
thanks to xu jie!-.-
guess thats my retribution for
making fun of emily so much last year=XX
but im telling ya,
xu jies going DOWN.
haha xu jie.HARHAR.
bang bang!your dead.>:D
muahahaha.
okie.thats lame.
& NO,this isnt the end of my post-.-
today de chinese test.
ooh...
fell asleep for 15min.
& to think i oni realised i fell asleep
after i woke up??o.O
wth.luckily was stil able to chiong
that last compre part.
phew:))
& then...
er...
i duno le=/
guess thats all le barhs.
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
7:31 PM
7:31 PM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
today tinghui bailed out on me.>:Xtsk.she was like,
clare go then i go.
& then i was like,
uh huh.& if clare goes it'll be an odd number.
but i didne tell her that la.
just kept it to myself:)
so yep.
she bailed out on me lar.
wa lau.
but i diden stay home either.
went out with my other ah gong.
yea yeas...ive got two.:)
jealous yet?:D
dont be.
cos julian has practically disowned me or whatever-.-
& then went to his house.
boy,its
so darn spacious.
i loved it:)
& his room was like...whoah.
shant bore you with the details on what we did there..
seriously.cant believe we even did that.
if you ask me to do it now,
i'll probably say,
what?& make me fall asleep?!tsk.:)
then out of his kindness,
walked me back all the way to 81 there.
then slept all the way back to tampines.
how cool:)
the blah blah blahs..
walked home.
& well.
thats about it ba.
tmr nid wake up early again:)
whoos~
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
7:20 PM
7:20 PM
Friday, February 09, 2007
today's training sucked like hell.seriously.
thanks to the stoopid sun
now tio fever again!
secodn time i kana fever cos
of training outdoor court liao.
man.i feel like a weakling-.-
anywayys.got optional one day mc.
so woots?
nah.i think im gonna take a rain check on that one.:D
monday got match with ngee ann.
woah.real tension.
main six people,must jia yous!><
& anyway.i wanna be there if they win.
no wait.strike the IF.
THEY WILL WIN!:)
i think.i dunno la.
must depend on their fighting spirit on that day=/
TODAY:
saw mira quite a few times today.
dao-ed her for no reason?o.O
i must be going nuts.
haahs.how typical.-.-
then blah blah blahs...
training.
OMFG.like a said,
it should be one of the worst trainings ive ever been to.
& then its like cos of somebody again
________________________.
w.t.h.why god,WHY??
every single one of her guys will always
involve other people de la.
tsk.then go make joleen so moody for nothing.
wonder what they see in her?
not that im saying that im chio or anything.
no,im not.
& i dont go around extending my eyes
at the presence of guys either.
puii!over my dead body.
then is like i was complaining about it to abrie lor..
man.abrie is one great person to share your problems with:D
cos shes not the kind of people
that will like,ooh!i also!
then they'll start yattering about their own problems liao.
& trust me,i know quitea few people like that liao.
later need call tinghui
saying that...
IM GOING RALLY TMR!:))
yea people!
watch out for me,ok??:D
but tmr's theme is smth about friends.
then must bring what photos of your best friend?
smth which i so totally dont believe in.yet.
& thus,which im lacking.
but im contented having good friends.
i dont just go around calling people my best friends.>:D
how spastic is THAT?-.-
hmmmm.im kinda moody.
my mum bought for me haagen daaz.(sp?)
bt i so cant eat it!:(
cos im SICK.double :(
but now shes upstairs.& im downstairs.
so muahahaha.
nah.i shall be guai:)
gambatte!
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
9:22 PM
9:22 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
whoah.just went to minghuis blog.
& to think last time szeyan
used to complain to me
how "fking hell horrble" mira was-.-
looks like i wronged her.=/
cos i used to think that well..
do i even need to say?=XX
maaan...i feel bad. >=/
but this time its NOT my fault.
so...yep.cant do anything about it.
if you wanna carry on this way,
go ahead.im not stopping you.:)
ive alrd said my sorries.
its up to you.
& anyway.
today was super pissed,
as joshua might know:D
thanks hor,uncle limXD
thanks for being there for me when i was down.
kidding!:)
hahahaha.& this saturday......
*drums rolling...*
operation julian! ><
bt for now, i shall be at/in peace.>:D
bwahahahaha.
i sound like some yoga person or something.
like i'll ever be that la.
the one time i tried yoga,i fell asleep while meditating.
hoo boyy...got it from my mum pretty bad.
&&& dont you people find it marh fan to sign into the
new blogger?
its like,wth la.
then somemore they anyhow go say what
oh,that email is alrd in use.please try another email add.
like,HELOOO?
no-one would use ellasmart398@hotmail.com!
its MINE!>:D
anyways.
today hor...
ooh.chapel was quite fun,i hafta admit.
but where on earth was 2JAY??
i was like looking everywhere for abrie la.
it was as if they were MIA.=X
oh yea.
i suddenly have this urge to go minghuis blog
& scold mira like siao.-.-
but the only thing thats stopping me
is that i dont even know mirao.O
& i diden noe what went wrong.
but either way,i'll still side minghui la:)
duuuh.
so...yep.nothing else to say.
o yea.& Seok owes us lollipops!><
pity she wasnt here today=/
but as esther or xin en said.
now she owes us two :)
for running back to class all the way from chapel!
everybody was like chionging la.
hahaha.now nobody can say that 2GEEo7 isnt united:)
thats all le barhs.
bye people!
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
6:49 PM
6:49 PM
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
WHOOS~OPERATION JULIAN.:)
muahahaha!
this is between me & joshua.>:D
hehs.
now i really cant wait for rally this saturday.
YAYNESS!><
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
10:17 PM
10:17 PM
RIP CHIP.
i can still remember when i held him in my hands.
uber cute la.:)
hope he rests well in chinchi-la-la-land:D
bang.i'm dead.
i can still remember when i held him in my hands.
uber cute la.:)
hope he rests well in chinchi-la-la-land:D
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
10:07 PM
10:07 PM
sianity.
aint it terrible?
& tmr theres a game with dunman high.
can leave klas at 11.
whoo~:D
fingers crossed!:)
now happily eating the kuei lapis esther gave me.
two thumbs up^^
ok.
thats lame.-.-
anyways.
she really pissed me off today can.
"ooooh!we're going to tp!;yea,ALL of us."
tsk.they dont even like you la,please.
so spare me all the
look-im-one-of-them-&-im-super-proud-of-it attitude.=XX
you should hear the stuff i hear behind your back la.
hoo boy.
i feel like whacking her right now la.>=D
muahahahahaha.
riiiight.beter stop.
before i really feel so pissed with her that
i'll really start whacking her tmr.><
& tmr.
going out.
so im leaving afetr the match again.
just pray that sir dosent have any stoopid videos for us
to watch or anything.
yeesh.=/
bang.i'm dead.
it rocks.
seriously.:D
When you're close to tears remember
someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
Though it's darker than December
what's ahead is a different color
One day we're gonna get so high
And at the end of the day remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
we remember the way
we stayed so close to the end
we'll remember it was me and you
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
you will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Don't you think it's time you started
doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
Cause even the impossible
is easy when we got each other
One day we're gonna get so high
And at the end of the day remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
remember the way
we stayed so close to the end
we'll remember it was me and you
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
And at the end of the days remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day remember the way
we stayed so close to the end
we'll remember it was me and you
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will laways keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
-High;Lighthous family-
bang.i'm dead.
aint it terrible?
& tmr theres a game with dunman high.
can leave klas at 11.
whoo~:D
fingers crossed!:)
now happily eating the kuei lapis esther gave me.
two thumbs up^^
ok.
thats lame.-.-
anyways.
she really pissed me off today can.
"ooooh!we're going to tp!;yea,ALL of us."
tsk.they dont even like you la,please.
so spare me all the
look-im-one-of-them-&-im-super-proud-of-it attitude.=XX
you should hear the stuff i hear behind your back la.
hoo boy.
i feel like whacking her right now la.>=D
muahahahahaha.
riiiight.beter stop.
before i really feel so pissed with her that
i'll really start whacking her tmr.><
& tmr.
going out.
so im leaving afetr the match again.
just pray that sir dosent have any stoopid videos for us
to watch or anything.
yeesh.=/
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
4:35 PM
4:35 PM
Sunday, February 04, 2007
listen to this song.it rocks.
seriously.:D
When you're close to tears remember
someday it'll all be over
One day we're gonna get so high
Though it's darker than December
what's ahead is a different color
One day we're gonna get so high
And at the end of the day remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
we remember the way
we stayed so close to the end
we'll remember it was me and you
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
you will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Don't you think it's time you started
doing what we always wanted
One day we're gonna get so high
Cause even the impossible
is easy when we got each other
One day we're gonna get so high
And at the end of the day remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day
remember the way
we stayed so close to the end
we'll remember it was me and you
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
And at the end of the days remember the days
when we were close to the end
and wonder how we made it through the night
At the end of the day remember the way
we stayed so close to the end
we'll remember it was me and you
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will laways keep it flying high in the sky of love
Cause we are gonna be forever you and me
You will always keep it flying high in the sky of love
-High;Lighthous family-
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
5:14 PM
5:14 PM
tmr got tournament.
whoo~
PURE JOY.
:))
hahahaha.
i dunno if im being sarcastic or not-.-
seriously.=/
aaand...
havent even started on mdm lows homework.
not that i plan to la,of cours.:)
but.BUT.i study for math test liao.
hooray?>=/
hmmm.
& anyway.
tmr get to skip lessons.
but idiot la.
they seem to know that all our fun lessons are at the back,
so purposelly put the timeslot in a way that
no matter what,
still must see mdm lows face.-.-
& lessons like english are missed.
how ironic.
if i used it correctly this time la.:D
the word irionic,& not mdm lows face=XX
hmmmm.
im really feeling damn sian today.
dunno why?
right.tts all le ba.
bang.i'm dead.
feeling super supertired exhausted la.
today nothing much happened.
no match.
so couldnt leave early=/
bleah.><>=X
yeesh.
& theeen...
woah.today de training was an UBER FUN one-.-
note the sarcasm,people.
cos thats what im suposed to be famous for?-.-
anyways.
cos is like hardly got to do anything.
just stand around,looking like an idiot.
just joking.
hahahahaha.
but still.
& we got to watch the haising video.
i fell asleep while watching that.
shows how tired i am:D
even while typing this
im falling asleep liao.XD
oh crap.
i still dunno whats the math homework.
oh well.
ill ask around tmr then:)
byebye people.
bang.i'm dead.
im feeling lost.
& tired.
& lethergic.
aand...well.thats all le barhs.:)
neway.
YESTERDAY:
whoo~
the main six beat junyuan sec:D
not bring mean or anything la.
but...i guess you people know what i mean la.
stayed for the b girls game.
then blah blah blahs..
then cos sending janael to airport.
but i diden have anyone to go with=/
then at first supposed to go with xin en.
but...something came up lor.
in the end met minghui at tampines mrt.
who was 1/2 hour late-.-
haahs.but its okie:)
after that went straight to changi airport
on our own,cos the others were all alrd there.
then..
by the time we were there the were like walking
to the custody or whatever you call that place la.
you know,the one with all the banners
with different languages?=D
yep.thats it.
at first was feeling damn weird la.
cos go so many people there.
from church friends,to relatives,& wel..
you get the point.:)
not forgetting the er...
argh.
seriously,im in no mood to even acknowledge them-.-
they were like makingso much noise la.
(& like what my bro said when i complained to him,
what a couple of shemales.hehs:))
then..
weeeell...
tears were shed.
hugs were hugged.
photos were taken.
goodbyes were said.
& the memories were forever engraved.
riiight.i sound so emo.-.-
hahahahaha.><
anyway.its 2 years.
2 YEARS.
i can take it.
i think.=/
yeesh.its always our class,isnt it?
i havent heard of anyone going anywhere
from other classes.
not fair.>=X
TODAY:
cos i slept quite late last night
so today was feeling super lethergic in school.
dunno why la.
sorry if ive hurt anyone,ok?
really sorry.
& theen..
my eyes were like as if they couldnt open at all la.
pai seh.:)
& emily,when i went home to check,
my eyes werent double eyelid.
they're triple=O
like wth la.
im double eyelid-ed.
but i gues cos yesterday...
then...yeap.
blahblahblahs.
& soo..
ooooh!
todays pe lesson was FUN=D
got paired up with emily
& played 3 touch with zhi hao & xt:D
buut...
i really dont feel like running
with the competitors in cross country lehs.
sounds hard-.-
ok.thats a lame reason.
& then todays game with haising...
not bad ba,i guess.
at least sir diden give one of his speeches lor.:)
praise the lord!><
bang.i'm dead.
TAKE CARE JANAEL!
WILL MISS YOU!:)
DONT FORGET ABOUT US!
1Fo6;2Go7~:D
whoo~
PURE JOY.
:))
hahahaha.
i dunno if im being sarcastic or not-.-
seriously.=/
aaand...
havent even started on mdm lows homework.
but.BUT.i study for math test liao.
hooray?>=/
hmmm.
& anyway.
tmr get to skip lessons.
but idiot la.
they seem to know that all our fun lessons are at the back,
so purposelly put the timeslot in a way that
no matter what,
still must see mdm lows face.-.-
& lessons like english are missed.
how ironic.
if i used it correctly this time la.:D
the word irionic,& not mdm lows face=XX
hmmmm.
im really feeling damn sian today.
dunno why?
right.tts all le ba.
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
4:05 PM
4:05 PM
Friday, February 02, 2007
yawns.feeling super super
today nothing much happened.
no match.
so couldnt leave early=/
bleah.><>=X
yeesh.
& theeen...
woah.today de training was an UBER FUN one-.-
note the sarcasm,people.
anyways.
cos is like hardly got to do anything.
just stand around,looking like an idiot.
just joking.
hahahahaha.
but still.
& we got to watch the haising video.
i fell asleep while watching that.
shows how tired i am:D
even while typing this
im falling asleep liao.XD
oh crap.
i still dunno whats the math homework.
oh well.
ill ask around tmr then:)
byebye people.
bang.i'm dead.
<3 she designed.
9:03 PM
9:03 PM
Thursday, February 01, 2007
ok.im feeling lost.
& tired.
& lethergic.
aand...well.thats all le barhs.:)
neway.
YESTERDAY:
whoo~
the main six beat junyuan sec:D
not bring mean or anything la.
but...i guess you people know what i mean la.
stayed for the b girls game.
then blah blah blahs..
then cos sending janael to airport.
but i diden have anyone to go with=/
then at first supposed to go with xin en.
but...something came up lor.
in the end met minghui at tampines mrt.
who was 1/2 hour late-.-
haahs.but its okie:)
after that went straight to changi airport
on our own,cos the others were all alrd there.
then..
by the time we were there the were like walking
to the custody or whatever you call that place la.
you know,the one with all the banners
with different languages?=D
yep.thats it.
at first was feeling damn weird la.
cos go so many people there.
from church friends,to relatives,& wel..
you get the point.:)
not forgetting the er...
argh.
seriously,im in no mood to even acknowledge them-.-
they were like makingso much noise la.
(& like what my bro said when i complained to him,
what a couple of shemales.hehs:))
then..
weeeell...
tears were shed.
hugs were hugged.
photos were taken.
goodbyes were said.
& the memories were forever engraved.
riiight.i sound so emo.-.-
hahahahaha.><
anyway.its 2 years.
2 YEARS.
i can take it.
i think.=/
yeesh.its always our class,isnt it?
i havent heard of anyone going anywhere
from other classes.
not fair.>=X
TODAY:
cos i slept quite late last night
so today was feeling super lethergic in school.
dunno why la.
sorry if ive hurt anyone,ok?
really sorry.
& theen..
my eyes were like as if they couldnt open at all la.
pai seh.:)
& emily,when i went home to check,
my eyes werent double eyelid.
they're triple=O
like wth la.
im double eyelid-ed.
but i gues cos yesterday...
then...yeap.
blahblahblahs.
& soo..
ooooh!
todays pe lesson was FUN=D
got paired up with emily
& played 3 touch with zhi hao & xt:D
buut...
i really dont feel like running
with the competitors in cross country lehs.
sounds hard-.-
ok.thats a lame reason.
& then todays game with haising...
not bad ba,i guess.
at least sir diden give one of his speeches lor.:)
praise the lord!><
bang.i'm dead.
TAKE CARE JANAEL!
WILL MISS YOU!:)
DONT FORGET ABOUT US!
1Fo6;2Go7~:D
<3 she designed.
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