Designer: Manikka
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sometimes i really wish i was a kid again.
i mean,YES,
my mentality is practically still one la.
but...
being a kid is so...free.
there are hardly any troubles in life.
no falling in love.
hardly any quarells or backstabbing of friend/enemies.
all we had to do was obey our parents.
which i guess most of us did willingly.
i dunno la.
but i think i did.
i only started to like become like that
in primary six onwards.
wonder what went wrong...
anyway.
yea.
i hate being a teenager.
i HATE the fact that we have to grow up so fast.
basically,i hate life.
to people like...i dunno.anyone la:
life must be SO GREAT for you now huhs.
well.enjoy it.while you can.
thats what i think.
before its all taken away from you.
so cherish it.
your happiness,i mean.

i cant vent my anger & frustrations anywhere.
i feel so lost.
everywhere i look.
ive got this empty feeling inside me.
sometimes i guess i seem like
im pretty much happy with my life.
but im not.
inside is a feeling.
im feeling all mixed up.
i feel like crying out.
i wish that someone out there would just
give me her or his hand
and tell me everythings going to be fine.
life is so messed up for me.
im so tired of quarelling.
i wish that everyone could be happy with everyone else.
no conflicts.
no complains.
i dont think i can take it anymore.
why cant someone just use a gun & shoot me down.
just like that.
with a super loud bang.
simple as that.
sighs.
tmr in school..
oh wells.
gonna tio scolding again.
i just go there listen to people shout ba.
cos its like i think i diden do
anything that wrong to you lor.
& i did NOT go around spreading that rumour.
it cant be called a rumour in the first place.
cos it wasnt even spread.
but i guess...well.yea.
if it was me i would also be really mad.
but i can tell you one thing.
no matter how much stuff you use against me,
i dont care anymore.
you can shout at me all you one.
if that makes you happy.
bring in all your gang on me again.
but i wont make that much a comback nomore.
im so tired of this.
i cant be bothered any longer.
you can go ahead and think whatever you want of me.
like im a 3timer...?
i can tell you one thing:
i am not.
think harder.
thats all i can say.
cos you sure got the story wrong.
but if you want.
well.
be my guest.
& fyi:i like being humji kia cannot is it.
i rather be quiet for like the rest of my life if i could la.
i dont mind just watching life go pass me
without having to open my mouth.
so THERE.are you happy now?
you're making life so miserable for me.
I HOPE YOU ARE.
im too tired of everything to type anymore.
bang.i'm dead.